No wonder it's so difficult for me to trust anyone, when people are consistently letting me down or screwing me over. I've had some really incredibly loyal and caring people in my life but they have been few and far between. I don't want to seclude myself or be anti-social, but too often do I give people a chance and I just end up getting hurt. I know a lot of the time, I let people hurt me and I just take their hits and try to brush them off. But there is only so much I can take before I need to let go and get them out of my life. I've done it before and unfortunately I feel like I need to do it again.
It's always going to hurt knowing that I care about, respect, admire, and am interested in other people and that they don't give a second thought about me.
Typing out all these thoughts and feelings, I realize how negative my outlook is, but I also don't know what there is to be truly happy about.
I miss last semester so much. I feel like I'm losing who I was then and I miss that person. I miss that outlook and I want to get it back.
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