October.

My life continues to be a complete and total roller coaster. I have had so much to be grateful for and happy about this month, and yet, so much shit has happened at the same time. Maybe life just gradually becomes more and more like this as we grow older, but either way it's frustrating.

Most of the shit boils down to the simple fact that people are selfish far too often. I'm so tired of a lot of people around me who have no regard for those around them. I don't understand what is so difficult about being good to one another? If you treat yourself so well, then how does one have zero capacity to put some of that good treatment to someone else? Especially when they are your friend or family member?

I'm not saying that everyone should love everyone, but there is such a thing as simple, common decency. You don't have to sacrifice everything, but there does come a time when one should sacrifice at least something for others.