I don't why I keep letting myself believe that there is hope for me in getting what/who I want. I'm never going to be good enough, nor bad enough if that's a thing, for anyone it seems. I spend so much of my time and energy in fighting for people and making a place for them in my life and in my heart and I feel like I get a door shut in my face by every single one of them.
When will I be enough? What do I have to do or who do I have to be in order to deserve the one thing/person that will make me happy and make me feel right?
Or am I just meant to be and feel alone for the rest of my life? Because that's the path I seem to be on right about now and I'm absolutely exhausted from it.
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