Two in One.

Why is it so difficult for me to say some things and not others? Why is it so difficult for me to be honest about some things and not others?

I often feel like my personality is composed of two polar opposite and different people. One minute I am shy and can't find the words to explain myself and then the next I am ranting passionately, with confidence and conviction, without hesitation.

I want and am two totally and mutually exclusive people at the same time and it makes for a fair inner struggle.

I never know which person to be. Or which one I want to be for that matter.