Spring is here. And I don't mean the weather.

So spring break ending up surprising me like none other. The bonfire was probably one of the best nights of my life. It was one of those time where--even though things weren't perfect or exactly how I thought they would or would not be--everything felt relevant. Like things happened exactly how they were supposed to. It was enlightening in many ways and I enjoyed have that time to reflect on where I've been, where I am, and where I'm going. It showed me how far I've come and how much I've grown and developed into being comfortable and confident in who I am and who I want to be for myself and for others.

I was able to connect with people, which is all I've ever wanted. It was really nice to have people listen to and care about what I have to say and how I feel and what is going on my life. I had no idea, though, how much would result just from that evening.

For once I feel like there is mutual interest between myself and someone who I could honestly fall for and have as a nurturing and comforting/healthy addition to my life. It's nice to have someone who appreciates me and sees something in me and outright puts an effort to make me a part of their life. I don't know if this is just friendship or something more, but either way I am just grateful for the connection and the experience. Though, I'm not going to lie, I would love for this to continue and grow.

Not only do I feel like my personal life is finally starting to find shape in one way or another, but also my creative future and theatre career as well. The only issue I have is that I want so many different opportunities and experiences right now and throughout my years and it's difficult to make all of them happen at once. But after a talk with Brian, I think I feel more confident in that I am actually capable of accomplishing what I want to do creatively.

I am not completely satisfied with everything and I'm not necessarily elated or anything like that, but I am okay. And by okay, I mean I am accepting what I have been given and I'm grateful for the possibilities and learning to trust in that what will be will be and to enjoy the ride and see every part of it as necessary and something to expand, improve, or reflect on.

I feel like I'm in the right place. I don't know where exactly I'm going, but I trust this path.